My daughter is back to school after march break which means gettin up early again and walking her to school. I've been up since 4am because I couldn't sleep but I don't want to get out of bed. I feel empty, but sad and angry at the same time. The only thought that cheered me up is the idea of going to the mall after I drop off my daughter and spending money. I really shouldn't but now that I have the idea in my head, I doubt I'll talk myself out of it.
Also I have decided to definitely call my dr and make an appt to get back on meds. I didn't want to but I'm doing it for my kids. It's not fair to them to be this angry all the time.