Woke up feeling absolutely horrible. I just felt terrible. Then I almost flipped out on my bf over nothing, just because. And I lost it. I sat on the edge of my bed and sobbed for half an hour. I still can't stop crying. I feel horrible for being this way. I don't want to do it anymore. I kept going on and on about how terrible I am and how much I hate myself, I just couldn't stop. I made him cry. I'm the worst kind of person. I don't know how to make things better. I tried to just stuff it all back down but nothing helped. I texted him to apologize but he hasn't answered me. I want to go back to sleep but I can't, I feel so horrible.

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