^ Thanks for that.

my last couple of posts should have gone in the daily comments thread...I seem to wMrry about everything out of nowhere. Yes, this is an apology for using this thread as a journal for everything yesterday, however irrelevant. Though, it's quite easy to feel like you're doing all of life wrong after you wonder if you deserve to die so early in the morning.

And something relevant I had wanted to say: I should have seen it coming. In the days leading up to yesterday I was constantly tired, bored and frustrated by everything, Sad for me reason and alternatingly calm and hysterical. Should have known something was going on in my head.

Think I'm just moving on today... thanks guys.