Morning couch! I am up earlier than usual cuz my hours have changed at work to 6-3 arizona time eek! Oh well I shall handle it. So anyways I've been having what seems like one continuous revelation that just keeps unrolling bit by bit since t on Saturday. this morning I realize that not only did I make other people in my life part of myself to try to fill up the emptiness (which never works because I needed to be filled with ME), I added to the emptiness by giving away too much of myself, of my 'me' energy, psychic energy if you will, and my h seems to feed on that sometimes, and when that happens I become so depleted I implode. I am not a psychic energy dispenser. Nor am I a receptacle for stuff coming off of other people. And now I am probably getting too woo-woo so I will stop. It's too early to try to make sense, no human being should have to get up at 4:30am and be expected to function (unless they want to of course) (I do not want to) (guess that was obvious) (okay I'll stop now)