I love this thread. I've not been in your position, but reading it made me think of the X-Files, and conspiracy theories, (I love reading different conspiracy theories). And I believe in intelligent life on other planets because I refuse to believe that humanity is as good as it gets! With the way the world is I hope there's enlightened beings out there who don't murder, rape, torture, war ect.

My post has no baring on your life at all, but there's always one Mulder, and today it's me. I hope you get the answers you need about the sleep paralysis, but seriously, you should consider writing fiction. I'd read it. I write too, and some of my most out there dreams inspire some of the best written work.