I agree with Ozzie. Perhaps the past abuse has more to do with it than you think. I had similar incidences in the past. It also makes you very self-conscious. However, I do know some Anti-Depressants can cause sexual side effects, so if you take one, maybe you should discuss it with a doctor. Do you have a therapist or psychiatrist? Or even your family MD?

Welcome to the boards. Hope to see you around!

Take Care,
Kimberly.