I gained a lot of weight after being on Zyprexa. I used to weigh 117 and now I'm 190. I'm not on it anymore.

I have trouble trying to lose weight. I can't seem to have motivation to do so. I try to several times, but I end up giving up. How can I be inspired to lose weight?

I still have my clothes from when I was smaller. I kept them because I feel like one day I will lose it...