I'm addicted to my sleeping pills and i've been abusing them a lot recently, taking anywhere between 10 and 30 just to make myself feel good, but tonight i took 25 and now i can barely breathe and i think i'm dying and i don't know what to do. i know it's my own fault, so I am stupid. i can't call 911 or go to the hospital because I just can't. i'm not scared that i'm dying either, but it's happening. i'm in the support chat if anyone can/wants to talk to me, but I don't know if anyone will or what you could really do anyway.