(((Lexi)))
I'm so sorry that your brother lied to you and the bf made you mad. It must've been very frustrating. I hope that things get better for you.
I understand the rush all too well. But it fades, as Angela says, a temporary fix. It always comes back. But I'll tell you. I haven't cut in a longgggg time. I have not even counted, but I'd say 2 years. Not that the urges aren't there, but the more time that goes by the easier it is to fight them. And believe me they are strong, so strong sometimes, I just know it's gotta happen, but I stop myself. And it feels good.
I wish you luck. You've been through alot and my heart goes out to you.
Above all, take care of yourself,
Kimberly.
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