I did finally hear from my bf again, he texted me when he got off work. He hadn't wanted to answer my text this morning because he was afraid of saying something he would regret. I hate being so frustrating, but like I said I never know what to say when anyone offers to do something to help. I try to tell him that he does more than enough by just being there and letting me talk and cry, but it's not enough for him. It would be great if someone could do all my work for me one day and let me sleep, or something like that, but there isn't anyone who can, and there isn't any of that anyone who is offering to help can do.