Hey...

With the exception of one T,,, none of mine allowed e-mails from their clients...the one that did.. only on a very limited basis...
Also.. unless in extreme crisis.. no phone calls either.. and the crisis had better be a "good" one..

The above is pretty much the "norm" where I live...

Have you tried.. journeling.. "pretending" that you are talking to a T... or a best friend... sometimes.. that is all we are seeking.. an outlet... for outlet for emotions... and the e-mail is perhaps serving that purpose...

Feeling "dependent" on a T, can feel scary... and that is why learning to journel... gives you more "control".. over contact...or rather lack of contact back...