My dream is that I and others control psychoticism completely, that I can use it, that the world, the universe, around me and everyone in it follows me and I follow them into mania, everything transcends its boundaries, appearances of everything blend together into one, thereby disappearing, leaving only the experience of pure essence. No fear. Everyone, everything as one. No appearances. Pure emotion, freedom, pure joyfulness. Rejoicing in unity without uniformity, character without conflict.

Then I want everything to—gradually—go back to the way it was. I want this depression to be completely peaceful, everyone sharing the same experience. I want everyone to understand, remember, how to create a better world according to the principles that had united everything and everyone.

Then build it—by pure force of imagination, of everyone working together. To rationalise every bit of it: document every bit of it in music, books, paintings, film. It should be hard, as it is now, but with shared, unwavering beliefs and determination. Society would become more just, with people being supported in reaching their potential, all the way.

That everyone would be as psychotic as they wanted to be, controlling it. That everyone would have a go at uniting all and everything. To explore the full complexity of what is possible when. Just to remind us.

That would be my dream: basically, better dream machines.

Edit:
But I am quite happy with what we have now. As long as there is something to work towards. There is always, so fine. Just only wished more would realise it. Not just stay in their treadmills.