Oh damn. CrazyHitch, I am so so sorry for your pain. And believe me when I tell you, these emotions are gonna be on a real Mr Toad's Wild Ride for a fair old while, I'm afraid.

Eskie is very wise. Listen to her. And listen to yourself please, too, dear one. Therefore: Be sure to only tell yourself good, true, Valuing things. K?

Sigh. Men.
There srsly needs to be 3 genders. Men, women, & something for women to marry. Yeesh.

Be good to you. You're worth it.
xo
Chyia