Can I do a little happy dance for you guys? I got a call this afternoon from the doctor I've waited months to see! I have an appointment now... Tomorrow!!!
The relief! The excitement! (The terror)
I've been unstable for months and without a doctor. I've just been floating in and out of ups and of downs. Now maybe there is hope?
I'm excited to address this. My anxiety has been off the chain. My personality has changed. I've alternated between elation and despair. I've had both at once. It's been getting desperate. Last week in a fit of anxious, depressed restlessness I held a gun to my head.::shudder:: I've been so unsettled and so hopeless,intermittently I've also been the funniest and most charming woman on earth.
Anyway.
Anyway.
Here here.
Cheers.
I'm momentarily optimistic.
Hope is on the horizon.
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