***I guess maybe triggering for some***
Let me state plainly I've never been sexually abused and I've never ever had sexual feelings towards any children.

Why then do I have fantasies that involve a child (usually a boy) getting punished by a fictitious older man who then rapes them? Does anyone else have fantasies that involve a child getting beaten?

I'm a good person who would never intentionally hurt anyone so why do I think about this stuff when...er.... masturbating?

Too embarrassed to bring it up with my T. Haven't managed to talk about sex yet.

Thanks in advance for responses...