I have gone back & read many of your other threads since you came here in 2013.

This disability that you have seems to be constantly causing people to react in a negative way towards you including your own mom while you seem to have no concept of why they react to you in the way they do.

I would think with this disability that you would be in therapy to learn skills to help you learn better how to relate & how to interface with people on a functional level.

Yes, people who don't understand your disability can end up reacting to you in a negative way because you don't react to them in a way that is normally socially acceptable. Therapy can not only help you be better aware of this, but teach you how to relate in ways that don't cause the reactions that you are finding you get not only from these church people but your own Mom.

Yes, you can go to another church, but everywhere you go you will continue to have the same problem if you don't learn the skills to be better able to interface with the people around you. I am sorry that you are having these problems but they are problems you have probably had all your life & never learned skills to teach you to better interface with other people & to understand why their behavior is what it is.

You were continually complaining about the way your mom treated you & had no idea what you did to cause her to react that way. Relationships are difficult enough when we don't have a disability that complicates them in the first place but when we do, it's important to do as much as possible to learn how to live as functional as possible in the world around us even when our disability makes that difficult. The one thing we can't do is go around in denial that we have any part in the problems that we are experiencing & totally blame in on the people around us. We need to take the responsibility to learn how to function in the best way we can through therapy training that can teach us skills that we in no way can learn on our own.