I'm afraid of losing seeing her because of us being a hookup relationship. You know in the future if it turned into a relationship her parents would hate that's a first to me, but I knew it's hard to feel like I'm close but it's not real because it will disappear fast.

I hate this culture like seriously. I just don't belong here she treats me like a person. She makes sure I'm not alone. I'd be sad if I'm doing this again. I don't have anyone to hold or feel I belong. Not at home or anywhere, but I'm so sick of being misjudged by everyone. Btw I'm not ok.