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Originally Posted by DesigningWoman
I know you are very scared. I never said I thought it was "not good". You are letting fear color your perceptions. I do understand. I know this panic. But I see it differently because I am now on the other side.
I think your letter is fine. But my opinion is meaningless in this situation. This is appeal letter is yours. If you feel it needs improvement, keep working. It is truly up to you. If you decide it's done, stop.
you can not through fear or panic change the outcome of this appeal. There are a myriad of factors at play in a decision, most you can not control and don't even know about. Try and do what you can. Get the letter ready to your satisfaction and turned in on time. Then comes the hard part, you have to let it go.
I know it sounds insane, but at that point, It's out of your hands. Severe Anxiety ain't going to change the outcome. It will only change your mood, health, and stability. Try and remember that no matter what the dean of your school decides, you really will be okay.
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After a long wait for a reply, the dean rejected my appeal.
At first I wanted to appeal her decision by handing this ruling to the council but I figured it will be better if I just go to another insitution for the upgrade. Frankly, the reason why I was so adamant on staying in this insitution was because I'm afraid of my student record, because I won't be in that competitive faculty anymore.
But you know, since I was struggling with English anyway, I might as well upgrade in another place under a new major. But here's the problem....as embarrassing as it is to say my gpa is incredibly low like beyond the 1.0 mark. It's a 0.97. I already know which courses I will be taking for the new insitution, which are more language and culture courses that I already know.
I already planned out how I am moving forward...and I am kind of shocked to see that I didn't break down yet... But I am still going to all of my classes because I'm afraid that my classmates will find out...
Thank you and I didn't mean to sound to rude...just that I am a lost for words to know how much of a failure I am...