yeah side effects suck...
my depression got a little better when i was drugged out the yin yang.. i mean i dont think it was better i think i just didnt know what was going on anymore - or couldnt feel anything or whatever.. i just dont wanna take that many pills at once anymore...

therapy can really be helpful if you have a good therapist... i tried 2 therapist, the first one was amazing but i was so stupid and kept skipping appointments because of issues .. and she had to leave - got a new one and she was like talking to a brick wall - saw here 2 times i think and quit..

hang in there... maybe all you need is just tweak the meds a little and it have a paradoxical effect ?