I've been in that place for a long time, only recently connecting with myself. Therapy, medicine, getting on medical leave, opened a space to reconnect. I thought I had lost my connection to making art, but I've picked it up again, and with a feeling of engagement and pleasure. I think that the old me, current me, and future me are all the same me. I can feel distanced from myself, but I'm still here. I believe, so are you. Do you have an intuition of how to find yourself again?