I'm sooooo anxious right now. I have a difficult client scheduled to see me at 11. I don't know if he's going to show up, I don't know if he will agree to sign the paperwork he needs to do, I don't know. I hate the not knowing.

Assessments are still such a mess, but thankfully we are working on it now. I hate complaining, but I guess I should do it more often! The one who is leaving in a few weeks we cancelled, because what's the point now? The one who refused to sign anything backtracked within hours of talking to me. He will now get to wait until the week after next. The case managers just think we are trying to get out of work or something, these assholes can put on such a good show to them about being remorseful and sorry. They aren't, and I'm doing my best.

I'm going home early today. My supervisor knows what I'm struggling with, and she told me yesterday to use whatever sick time I need to this week, until I get to the pdoc. My evening is empty today, so I'm leaving early and resting. Even though I've been sleeping through the night, I don't feel rested at all in the morning. Maybe tonight will help.