I believed for a long time that I was a sociopath, because I do not feel guilt or emotions, what I show on the outside is my choice. I m manipulative and can normally get my way. I m meticulous and calculating with my attacks. I can mirror anyone s personality perfectly in my opinion. Chaos brings me a sense of joy, the same type of joy that manipulating people brings me. I crave a bit of power and I make it happen for myself, I plan out what I need to do and do it but in certain situations I can act spontaneously if needed and still continue on. I have issues forming attachments and commitments. My intelligence is high and in my mind people are simply pawns for my entertainment and game. But I ve read a few articles saying that sociopaths are not meticulous and are rather impulsive and hot headed, that they are a product of how they were raised. My childhood was rather normal in my opinion. My mind has thought darkly since I can remember. I ve never felt a sense of guilt. What category would I fall into?

I know that both of these fall into the antisocial personality disorder but I'm looking for a more detailed term as well.