No, it's not ridiculous. You can go back to it anytime you feel it's the right time. If you heard something on Dr. Phil that gave you pause to re-evaluate, so be it. You're evaluating.

I'm trying to taper off but it's most likely to switch to something else. It will be a very slow go b/c it's an MAOI & needs to be completely out of my system for at least 2 wks before starting anything else.

I wish you luck on the journey. Keep us posted if you're OK with it.