yes next Wednesday as planned. I would be in his office right now, wierd not being there, 14 months I have been with him every Wednesday at eleven......I have never cancelled a appt with him.

I just want to feel healthy, I don't know what that feels like anymore, or if I ever knew, my life before feels like it was fake, I lived in that fantasy place I made up as a child so I wouldn't feel any of this pain I am in now. I don't want this baggage anymore!