(((secret))) I have missed you!

Two possibilities as I see it:

(1) Is it possible that this p-doc has taken you as far as he can go?

You have not done anything wrong. I'm just thinking that he isn't taking you were you need to go. Maybe he can't. Try calling a new therapist and see what happens.

It's just one visit right?

(2) Now, if this is a meds issue, maybe they are not working for you. Or like in my case, my T only told me recently about my cyclothymia so adding lamictal has helped. I'm a little angry today but I know why that is.

As for how to stay motivated to work at a job you are not into? My only suggestion is to change jobs. I did this and it was the best thing I ever did.