Today sucks. I still am not sleeping well. I've been feeling really nauseous all week, almost threw up this morning. I can't tell if that's the anxiety or PMS. No idea what I've been doing, but I must be sleeping funny because my neck has ached for 2 days now. BF texted me before I left my apartment, he burned his hand at work this morning. It looks bad, but not too bad at least. I hate his job whenever something like this happens.

On the plus side, it was OK that I didn't make it to work early like I had been trying to do, because my 10:00 client didn't show up. That's a bit worrying, it's not typical for him. My day is very open again, so I brought my 3DS with to play some during down time. It will be good for me. I also remembered to bring my vape pen with me today, so I can go outside with one of my coworkers whenever we want to. We've gone out to talk a couple of times in the past week, and to smoke. I don't really want to start doing that again, so if I have my pen I can just smoke on that while he has a cigarette.

I'm trying to make today work, but I feel so worn down. Everything has just worn at me so much lately, I'm exhausted. All I can do is keep pushing through.