See dustin??? YOu're making yourself CRAZY over this stuff. Do yourself a favor and go find some buddies to hang out with, and forget the T for a while. You look forward
to seeing her every chance you get.....and while that's a good effort on your part, it's slowly becoming worrisome for you. You get hurt if she doesn't respond fast enough for you. I think you're in for a big disappointment by thinking like that.

She's NOT a girlfriend, nor will she be, .........EVER!!! Spend
some time exploring YOU.....you may be surprised to find that you are much better than you think. I realize you are very young and impressionalbe, and a 17 hormonal factory,
but she's not going to be your victory!!!

Is she PRETTY, Dustin, and young???? YOu could always
go find an "ugie" then you won't want to go so soon!!!! hahahhahahaha...................just a little sick humor to lighten
your load!!!!!!!!!!!!