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Old Mar 16, 2016, 12:27 PM
ladyrevan21 ladyrevan21 is offline
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They are, I guess. That's why my mind keeps having them. They're kind of saying that "okay, this is bugging you, let's get it out". I think it's talking about stuff I'm not ready for, and stuff I need to reincorporate into myself. Also, I've had nightmares about Freddy Krueger (strangely, it was the newer version, not the 2010 version) since -- once again -- 2013 or so. I guess I'm wondering why my mind chose that version, and not the Englund one. I think it's because of one of the major changes in the 2010 version. And I couldn't really recognize either of the classmates in the nightmare, even though one of them did have a resemblance to one of the people who helped me reenroll. Maybe it's just a giant metaphor for me pressuring myself. Trying to force myself to remember.

I guess it's just frustrating, not remembering. I wish I could remember. But then again, I guess there's nothing I can really do about it, so I should at least focus on the stuff I'm sure of. (School trauma, etc.)