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Old Mar 16, 2016, 02:48 PM
VixenTalks VixenTalks is offline
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I don't have sz but when I was psychotic I more or less stopped eating and lost a lot of weight. I thought I needed to cut out sugar and everything including good for you things like milk has sugar in it----I think also my head was so busy I didn't really get hungry/forgot to eat, however when I was in the hospital and food got put in front of me I ate it so it wasn't like a real eating disorder at all. I also got dehydrated because I developed issues with thinking someone was putting caffeine in my water at night and sleeping pills in the day so I had sort of rituals of how I would get my water so it wasn't poisoned.
I have a voice in my head that degrades me and stuff (everyone does) and it forces me not to eat anything with carbs, sugar, or anything like that. The only thing I eat is filling things like chia, and psyllium, multimineral pills, and cheese chips. So I have the same internal degrading voice and all, but I don't have the annorexia nervosa part, I guess.