The Skeezyks has massive amounts of guilt surrounding things he did in the past. He often muses that he hopes he could always have been diagnosed as having a mental illness. Because, if not, then that just means he was simply a bad seed. There's nothing he can do about any of it now. It was all over-&-done-with many years ago. At this point, he simply strives to live in the present accepting things the way they are. It is all there is that is left...