T,

The session with replacement T was alright. She seems to have more knowledge about social anxiety than all the other T's I had before you. I can't yet say if she will be a good T. This was my first session with just her and it was more a get to know me session. She's nice, but that doesn't say anything. A lot of my previous T's were nice too, but they sucked at being a good T. And of course there were also some not nice T's.

I don't know if I will stay with her. Maybe after 10 session I'll discover that this doesn't work.

I still don't like this. I'll never like this. I chose you as my T and I didn't want a new T during my treatment. I'm still angry at you. And I'm hurt. I feel abandoned and worthless.

You're now at a wedding, having fun. I'm alone in my room, feeling this pain.