Can one go from hating something with depression to being tolerable?

I just keep coming but it is not so fun. lol.

I would like to post more but some things trigger.

I miss being here as I was at first...so eager.

Thanks everyone! I want to be enthusiastic but this is no time to be changing jobs. Also, I think that after 16 or so years with this guy I am not sure it would be easy to leave him either. It would be quite an amputation.