thank you both so much for responding. i'm on the depo provera shot, which i know affects libido, i've spoken at lenght with the clinician there, and there isn't much she can tell me, other than try herbal supplements (so i've started taking Estroven) and try to "switch things up". I found a girl on yahoo (since posting this) that has gone through very similar problems and she has mentioned some things that i'm going to try. just finding someone who understands has helped SO much. anyway, i'm still pretty depressed about things, but i feel like i'm connecting to people out there. i'll keep checking back for more workds of support and wisom. =) thank you so much!