Thank u omegalamed.

This was bothering me too much. I needed it to get away from me. So i did ...what i never do and something that T actually discourages.
I emailed!
Another option was to cut. I got brave and hit sent!

Ofcourse no reply. I may not get a reply at all or after 3 days when i least expect it.
My email might end up in his spam, so who knows. If my bravery will amount to anything.

But i feel lighter after emailing.

Thanks for replying to my post.