Please dont put all the blame on yourself. People could just use the search function to look up your earlier threads. I did, because i thought i had remembered you writing differently some years back. I didnt understand what (or why) you were doing, but if i found a thread interesting, i responded; otherwise i didnt.

Maybe we need a refresher course about using the search button? But i dont think people should blame you. The truth was always out there.

And i think you are right - a lot of our healing like in therapy comes from people being patient with us, accepting of us.