You accepted me.

Because that part of me was real, at least to me.

And she wanted acceptance just like any other human being.

I like being that way. Because being that way, and doing and saying the things I said, it's safe for me and I feel like I'm letting go and being myself.

Whenever I act like that around other people, like when I was a child in school, or people now too, they refuse to accept it.

I felt like for once, someone was accepting me, and could be on the same level I was on , in that world with me, and i wasn't alone.

Now I'm alone, because everyone has left that world.

You know how i said not changed? That's how it always was. I could come on here knowing things would be certain and clear.

Knowing no one would use sarcasm or pun with me because I don't like that.

Security.

I'm trying to explain Wendy. I'm sorry.

I want to add that I act like that and do the things I said I did when I'm alone. I write numbers. I watch TMNT and Arthur. All of those things. I have the TMNT Bubble bath.