No one understands, huh? Well, I must admit that I was very desperate and deeply emotional when I experienced this and shared the post. The song swallowed my wellness. But, it is also a pattern for me when I am deeply depressed as I know most of you are aware.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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