Okay. I can do that. I admit it's extremely hard for me. You're completely right about me always wanting to explain myself, and I always feel like I'm the one who has done something wrong.

I so badly have the urge to just keep messaging her. Especially because right now she is still with him, and she'll be with him still for the next several hours. I can't change that I guess. So I'll try to ignore it. I'll just try to keep busy.