It'll be hard because it's new behavior for you. Time to expand your repertoire of behaviors.

Go get drunk, if you have to. But stop pulling on her skirt. What she us doing is cruel. Get mad and stay that way. She needs to make up to you.

There is a possibility that you may find out she is not really in love with you. That's an awful thought, I know. But you need to face whatever is the reality. But, jump to no conclusions yet.

There are women in this world who actually prefer men that they can treat like jackasses. And there are men who are willing to adapt to that role. I've met such couples. Decide you are not available for that kind if a relationship, or that's the kind you'll get.