For those who don't know, at the end of december I OD'd and where I live you have to go to court afterwards and are put on a 90 day hold and have to be med compliant during that time.

During my last appointment I told my pdoc I didn't want to be on an AP anymore and she's been pushing me to go off lamictal and go on depakote which I've repeatedly told her I'm not comfortable doing. She got really mad and threatened to call my social worker.

Anyway, she did! I just got a court letter in the mail that said I broke the 90 day hold because I refused to go on depakote and an AP and I haven't been med compliant because of that. Because of that they're going to put me on a 6 month commitment depending on what these two seperate psychiatrists say who I now have to be evaluated by! And if I end up on the 6 month commitment I have to be completely compliant or they'll throw me in the psych ward!!!

They're going to have to ****ing shove an AP and depakote down my throat because I'm not taking them!

She's ****ing blackmailing me!