So yesterday was my last day at the day hospital. I am not sure I was ready to leave but felt like I had gotten everything out of it that I can. Plus I really want to return to work I have been out for over a month. Problem is my memory is terrible from the ECT. So I am not sure how productive I can be at work.

I see my pdoc tonight and have to come to a decision about work. My therapist does not want me going back to work yet. She wanted me to stay at the day hospital longer. I see her tomorrow and feel like it is going to be an awkward appointment. I feel like she is mad at me. I know she thinks I am stubborn and don't listen.

I just don't know what to do. I feel like such a burden to everyone. I feel like I should just disappear.

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