i feel your pain... i would keep trying to do therapy if you can... it can be really helpful if you have a good therapist... someone you can talk to well and feel comfortable with...

medication can help if you get the right meds.. but these things dont just fix it, it is a battle... keep fighting stay strong... where there is a will there is a way... soetimes we just have to bulldoze a path through and make the way as we go...