Thank you so much for your kind words. I think I should look into help for eating disorders. I went to rehab and got sober. Once I completed my inpatient rehab I stayed at a outpatient sober living. They constantly told me I had an eating disorder and even threatened to send me inpatient for it. I honestly wish I would have listened to them. I don't think my parents could have afforded the $20,000/monthly it would have cost for me to go through the program. I actually left and said "f%^* you!". I ended up being homeless and then hospitalized a few days later. I guess what I am saying is that maybe I should have listened.