It never seems to end. Day after day, on and on it goes. Everyday from the time I wake up until I take my sleeping pill to end the day. The sadness is forever there.

Each day is such an effort. I want so much to find peace. I find it nowhere. Death becomes a constant thought. I know it's wrong, I know I have to keep on going. That doesn't make it easier.

Meds aren't working, therapy is not working, ECT didn't work. There are no answers.

Never ending sorrow, sadness, discouragement, hopelessness and desperation

Please let it end...