Dear T,

Ever since our rupture, I don't think of you as much as I used to. I used to think of you all day every day and always wonder what you'd say if you were with me. So in some ways, I'm happy that I'm not obsessing about you anymore, but bummed that our relationship has changed.

You really hurt me and even though we talked about it and you sort of took some responsibility, I still hurt and I still feel like I'm not going to be able to be as open with you as I've been in the past.

In fact, one of my biggest regrets now is telling you all that I've told you. I told you some hugely personal things and wish that I could take some of them back. I literally groan when I think of some of the things that I've told you and you really didn't deserve to know, at least not yet!

And if you ask me anything that I feel is inappropriate, I just may get up and leave. I was so tempted to a few weeks ago. If I leave, it will be because as I've said, I really need a break!!