I've waited so long to see you and got it all figured out, so go figure you are hurt and wasn't even able to talk on the phone. This sucks. I hate that I care so much and that it hurts so much. I really hope that you feel better asap, and I hope that you can at least talk to me tomorrow, and it's not just another call like today. If it is, I would almost rather you didn't- it's painful hearing your voice so distant when you don't even really want to talk to me. Please be there for me soon. I can't take too much more.