My T and I had a rough session yesterday. In the end it was needed, I believe the next session will be stronger. Right now as a senior in highschool plus my mental state im in a boat waiting to sink. But I want let it. Through tears and writing I'll get through. My friends don't speak to me much, I call but they don't return them, and I say hello with barely a how are you. I'm coming to realize I have issues with friendship, trust, and love,..how I accept them.

I think alot of the things that are wrong with me are fixable in time. My Next session....a week away..I can't wait...I need to start my first chapter to soon complete the book of life...

Dustin...