I'll be as tactful as I can about describing the situation exactly as it occurred. He found out (because of my illness) that I had feelings for someone else. Soon after that, within a couple of days if memory serves, he asked me for a sexual favor-- I responded, and performed, all but one part of it--I said "no" I would not do it. And, even gave a reason as to why. ( I had suffered childhood trauma related to this act) When the moment arose, in our lovemaking? He asked point blank-- and I said "no"--he did it anyway. Afterward, I was sitting on our living room couch and he came and sat next to me--I said to him " I said no, why did you do it anyway?" His response was emotionless--he just said that he knew that he had done it against my will. I said to him that it was like he had raped me. He apologized, but with no emotion. I asked him if it was because he was punishing me for loving someone else. His answer was "no". But, I never believed this. I don't know if I can prosecute him. I love his family too much. That's my only reason. And, that I am too weak from years of abuse from childhood, and every relationship since just about. Well, hope someone understands this

Peace and love,
Bri7