Update. I made it through work with 8mg of Clonazepam. Still I was anxious. My T wants me to go inpatient but I am scared and paranoid for some reason. I hate this illness(es). I am really at breaking point but am so scared to get help. My brain isn't working so well. I am fed up with having periods of not coping and this is worse than usual. I want it all to be over.