t,

thank you for being willing to reassure me about things with texts. it helps me to read them later on when im feeling unsure. like the thing with work today... i asked for that because i know ill need to see that later on. so thank you... im afraid one day ill come there and youll say, no more, too much. i hope not. i hope that as i become stronger and build up my healthy parent and healthy adult parts i will need your reassurances less... i just hope you dont get impatient with me... but then i think, how could you? its been over 5 years and ive doen a lot of stupid things, and you havent left ... but i still have a small thought in the back of my mind... what if???

me